All I can remember is that I've had this fetish since I was a child... Please let me know your opinions

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As I remember, it started when I was like six or seven (I don't remember exactly) I was playing outside with a friend, and the only thing I remember is that I asked her to act like a malfunctioning robot and I was the scientist who created her, so when I saw her acting like a robot with a monotone voice and malfunctioning I liked it a lot but I didn't know what it was... That was just a couple of years ago that I found how was this fetish called and there was a big community of people who were like me...Kishin wrote:The easiest way to answer it is: What was it you saw when you first started to get excited (sexually) about it?
Which people would "kill you"? They don't deserve to know your truth.DollSpace wrote:Some might think I'm daft, or crazy, but once I figured out I was a robot (and people would kill me for posting this on here),
Stuck in an all-male school, I turned my t.v. crushes into robots every night. I completely identify with your urge.DollSpace wrote:I got very curious as to if there were others, and then I started turning my crushes into robots (in my mind and in my stories).
What did your family tell you?DollSpace wrote:People may disregard this as a fantasy but being out-and-out told by your family it's hard to deny it. *shrugs*
They're very secretive. It makes me feel like it makes me a paranoid schizophrenic but they have tried before. I think I surprised them by hiding in plain sight on this board. Also, no one on this board is required to believe me. This is actually quite heavy stuff. I was built for research, but I either escaped or was let loose from the facility I was behind held in, and that was hell. So they make me seem crazy now I'm on the outside but figure it's easier to get data from me this way than to struggle and take a well-known person in my community and have her disappear. As to the name of the organisation, that I don't know. I was never told and didn't find out. I suspect it has something to do with MIT since I live near there but...who knows? It could just be something simple like "Level 6" or whatever.dale coba wrote:Which people would "kill you"? They don't deserve to know your truth.DollSpace wrote:Some might think I'm daft, or crazy, but once I figured out I was a robot (and people would kill me for posting this on here),
Stuck in an all-male school, I turned my t.v. crushes into robots every night. I completely identify with your urge.DollSpace wrote:I got very curious as to if there were others, and then I started turning my crushes into robots (in my mind and in my stories).
What did your family tell you?DollSpace wrote:People may disregard this as a fantasy but being out-and-out told by your family it's hard to deny it. *shrugs*
- Dale Coba
You misunderstand... first of all, the "accidents" I was in (well, the majority) were not just endured by me, there were plenty of witnesses. Most of them required no surgeries. They failed. I learned how to repair myself, both mentally and physically. Also, you'll notice in my previous post I said my mum and my sister came up to my room. My dad did not because he didn't believe I should be told, and that led to a growing animosity between us that led to me leaving home a lot sooner than I would have otherwise.dale coba wrote:That is a very difficult existence you lead. Your parents acted like they believe in a family curse. They may have seen an ancestor who did not meet with a good fate - and the family didn't really learn what could have been done differently to help that relative bridge the gap to the vast population of typical people. Throw in the ignorance of two generations ago, and the likelihood of alcohol to make everything worse... many more big identity differences in a family are likely to be problems, or disasters.
Did you and your family live anywhere near high-tension power lines? I ask that question about a lot of people who have health issues or profoundly different ways of thinking.
Do you think you were in an accident, that caused them to do the surgeries? Anesthesia responses can be very different in some people, even if they gave you what they thought was a safe dose. Do you think you might have been given so much anesthesia that you forgot about the procedures?
I think you were born as you are. Your story of what it means came into existence as you grew older. I don't think it would be healthy for you to be challenged about your truth. I hope you would let medical doctors try to help you, if they thought you needed surgery or some emergency treatment for an infection.
If you ever make contact with the folks who built you, I know an organic woman with a robot mind/soul who would desperately want them to convert her into a synthetic woman.
- Dale Coba