Ugly, part 4

[Mirage]

Part 4

"Yes, everyone has beauty, it's just most people are blinded to it." I told Lolita, bringing her to the back room. My co-workers were somewhat confused at what was going on. I sat Lolita in a chair and I closed the door, being alone with her in the small closed room. "I am ugly...." she mumbled out. "I don't think so.." I smiled to her. "I was made ugly... so no one could ever ve attracted to me.." she blurred out. "No one is perfect, who know. Look at me, I am not a very handsome man myself." I told her. "Yes you are... you are a very handsome man.." Lolita smiled back to me. "Wow, I am the one trying to console you and you are the one giving me some compliments." I said, knowing she was just saying that to be nice to me. I knew with my long nose and skinny features, I was not such a nice looking man. I guess being a typical librarian cliche was the best description of myself.

"Thank you, but anyhow, you should have more confidence in yourself. I feel you are more beautiful that you might think you are." I said, holding her left hand with my right hand. Lolita stood up and walked up to me and she put her arms around my waist. "I never talked to anyone like this before... I read about kissing in that book you gave me... may I try it with you?" she asked with innocent eyes. I look at her face and to my surprise, all her ugliness went away, all I could see was her watered green eyes. "I guess..." I mumbled out before she pressed her soft lips on mine and we kissed very deeply. I don't know how long we kissed but it felt time stood still. While we kissed, I felt her breasts pressing on my torso hard, making me hard too.

The more we kissed, the harder I got. "Ohh... what's this?" she suddenly asked, stopping kissing me and look down at my pants where my penis was now very erected. Quickly embarrassed, I turned around and went to the door. "I guess you should return to your books and I should return to my job.." I mumbled out, trying to hide my stiffness in my plaided pants. Lolita was still staring at my crotch and suddenly look at me "I must read about this... please show me where is your human anatomy books section." she quickly asked. "Why?" I asked her nervously. "I need to learn about it.." she simply said. Leaving the room, she followed me and I showed her the section. "I think you will find every book we have about this subject here..." I said, somewhat embarrassed. "Thank you.." she simply said, talking all the books about anatomy with her to her cubicle desk.

I tried not to think about her while working but it was hard. I was talking to the library secretary when Lolita came to me "Do you have any books about sex? This subjects is mention numerous times in the anatomy books.". I blushed a deep red as the secretary gasp in shock. "Sex? Er.. I think we do somewhere... please follow me." I told Lolita. "Why are you so red?" she asked me while following me. "Sex is a somewhat taboo subject to mention in a library." I answered her.
"Why?" she quickly asked again. "Because... sex is something people do in the bedroom with their partners in solidarity." I answered quickly.

"Do you have a partner?" was her next question. "If I have someone? Of course not.." I mumbled out. "Why should I assume you have no partner." she asked confused by my answer. "Because... because I am a ugly man... I am just a middle age librarian... that is all I ever be and will always be, until I die. Alone and ugly...." I answered angry to her. She gave me a look of being scared and then she put one of her soft hands on my face "you are not a ugly man...you are so beautiful.. You just don't know it.." she said, kissing me deeply again.

I gasped after the kiss, emotions stirring in my heart like a storm, unsure what to say to her. "You are to young for me... I'm almost 37.." I mumbled out to her. "Age is irrelevant.." she smiled to me. Not sure what to do, I showed her were we had a few erotic books. Same as the anatomy books, she took them all and went to her cubicle desk to read them all.

I returned to my duties, my heart pounding a mile away. The secretary look at me and asked me if I was okay. "This is a strange day for me, I think... strange but in a good way.. I hope.." I snickered to her.

To be continued...