I'm going to hazard that something specific set you off on this post, since most people don't start ranting randomly. And since I'm unaware of any large contribution by you that went unappreciated in the recent past, it seems reasonable to think it's something that happened in real life.
A couple other things make me think things might not be going so well.
- Jealousy
- Trying to tear other people down
- Trying to invent cred. "i have much great images that are be making to some great friend that i said to never come here he gave everything free to me and doing much to me anytime" is a bit transparent.
I sincerely hope the real friends and real girl you found help you get over whatever prompted this kind of hostility.
Best of luck!